Growing up

growing up , wow it has been like 3 or 4 years now that i have not updated anything , for sure i was only making this blog to see how my friends are doing in their lives .
and also to let all my emotions out .


Sooooo..  all things and years have past , i have been thru a lot in life. mostly downs and some ups hehehe,, to be honest i did not think  i could end up having all the things i have never thought i would have , currently after ppk i got a job offer which they took me for my 2 years experience in other company which i was having my attachment, i never thought i would end up being an engineeer in treading and chemical operator of oil and gas pipes .

Syukur alhamdulillah , all those pains of being depressed before and pains that of other mouth have hurt before, is not important to me anymore,

 i learn that to grow is to let things go and do your own thing to make u happy , after going thru a lot things made me who i am now

next year would be my wedding  insya Allah it will be going smoothly and berkat.

 i used to still hold on to this one girl in my highschool  since 2012 which is the end of my O level. she used to be my strength but now i realise she was not the best for me and i do always wishes her the best for wht ever she is doing in her life . Anyway it took me around til 2016 to get over her.. like WOW 4 years took me to move on . she was still on my mind before,, but now i have met the right girl that stays with me during my susah and still with me now during my sanang.  n that girl is the girl im going to marry, which i did not expect to meet n did not expect to have the feelings too

trying and waiting and finally its decided

on 23 of November
wow i really thought you remember but seems i was wrong
the reason that i waited for your text was to know if there are still little feelings you keep inside
waiting till 12 in midnight
i decided that its time just to move forward and trust Allah in what ever road i will go
i believe it.. because of Allah.. i still live my life redoing my mistakes in the past ... Trust that His Plan is better than mine

and girl i dont know if u would read this probably because your busy doing your assignment and work in university but thank you, and you can do it..  you can achieve your goal . just trust Allah

be strong bestie  even though we have not seen each other for so long.. but someday maybe we will meet again Insya Allah :)
bismillahi tawakal tu Allah
Goodluck my friend :)

Pass my Sc3

Alhamdullilah

i finally end my studies in machine
i have learn a lot from my mentor at TLDB
i have gain experience in my field to being a specialist in precision Machining

now Im waiting for graduation! yeah!

Again i am not the one for you

Again and again , 


there is always a time when i do miss you 
it does remind me back to the past , how you were great
how much of a good listener you were, how close we were 
we were enemy , we hated each other before 
but seems that things change ,  and it turned out that you are a good person 
and i am grateful that i know you
even things ended bad in the past
 i wish that i could talk to you again
as my closes friend, 
i would say bestfriend  but i think its too much 
i say you are my Sahabat 

feelings come and goes and i know i keep telling to myself that i do not deserve you
 when the time comes you met your right person
and than i know and always happy support you , in your career , in your life .

were both old enough , were both grown up already
maybe we met for a certain time before we meet the right person

hahaha.. i do not know what i am talking though but yeah..
you may or not read this but thanks , what ever happens i will still support you in any way that i can to help :-)

ALHAMDULILLAH

Alhamdulillah

you can do it my friend :-)
 just believe and trust Allah
when you ever lose your way
turn back to Him
Allah will guide you back to the right path

and with your hard work , struggle, everything that you wanted will be granted
Always Doa untuk  yang terbaik tuk diri mu dan your family
Dunia dan Akhirat :-)

i dont know if your reading this but im really proud of you

And this may be too late but congratulations , you got accepted at UNISSA :-)
Alhamdulillah

Believe

Dear My Friend

I am sorry if im not a big help

but you are  now more mature
life happens like that
you will experience that
you will meet people who are bad
you will know

if things just go smoothly in your life
things are not right
maybe someday it will make u too arrogant ,
or worse thing about the dunia
when we should also be thinking about akhirat

even tho people leave you
even your parents maybe not thinking or comparing to you with your other siblings.. remember every one will experience that

even if everyone or the one you care leaves
Allah Ta'ala never leave your side
when ever your sad dont go to others
go to him
Pray

BELIEVE .. Redha .. Bersyukur
with everything that has ever happen in your life

Who else are we gonna trust? its always Him
dont forget that.  :-)

yes family..  cause first its them who took care of us when we are still young , they put up with many things for us.  All we need to repay them is Doakan besia kedua ibu bapa sehat wa afiat dunia dan ahirat,  d ampunkan segala dosa drng yg dulu dan yang akan dtg
Be a better person friend .  thru Doa , usaha , ikhtiat Tawakal
d samping atu banyak kan sedakah , forgive people who hurt you or leave you. look forward  :-)

YOU :)

DEAR YOU , DEAR MY BESTFRIEND
I hope your doing fine there 
its been so long
i dont know whats going on now in your life 
but i hope n  pray that everything is great

i will always support you
even if i am no longer your friend 
n no longer in your life

Almahdulillah i'm doing fine now
remember friend , family first others are second 

take care :-)