Growing up

growing up , wow it has been like 3 or 4 years now that i have not updated anything , for sure i was only making this blog to see how my friends are doing in their lives .
and also to let all my emotions out .


Sooooo..  all things and years have past , i have been thru a lot in life. mostly downs and some ups hehehe,, to be honest i did not think  i could end up having all the things i have never thought i would have , currently after ppk i got a job offer which they took me for my 2 years experience in other company which i was having my attachment, i never thought i would end up being an engineeer in treading and chemical operator of oil and gas pipes .

Syukur alhamdulillah , all those pains of being depressed before and pains that of other mouth have hurt before, is not important to me anymore,

 i learn that to grow is to let things go and do your own thing to make u happy , after going thru a lot things made me who i am now

next year would be my wedding  insya Allah it will be going smoothly and berkat.

 i used to still hold on to this one girl in my highschool  since 2012 which is the end of my O level. she used to be my strength but now i realise she was not the best for me and i do always wishes her the best for wht ever she is doing in her life . Anyway it took me around til 2016 to get over her.. like WOW 4 years took me to move on . she was still on my mind before,, but now i have met the right girl that stays with me during my susah and still with me now during my sanang.  n that girl is the girl im going to marry, which i did not expect to meet n did not expect to have the feelings too