Again i am not the one for you

Again and again , 


there is always a time when i do miss you 
it does remind me back to the past , how you were great
how much of a good listener you were, how close we were 
we were enemy , we hated each other before 
but seems that things change ,  and it turned out that you are a good person 
and i am grateful that i know you
even things ended bad in the past
 i wish that i could talk to you again
as my closes friend, 
i would say bestfriend  but i think its too much 
i say you are my Sahabat 

feelings come and goes and i know i keep telling to myself that i do not deserve you
 when the time comes you met your right person
and than i know and always happy support you , in your career , in your life .

were both old enough , were both grown up already
maybe we met for a certain time before we meet the right person

hahaha.. i do not know what i am talking though but yeah..
you may or not read this but thanks , what ever happens i will still support you in any way that i can to help :-)